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While I doing nothing spending my semester break and live a life like I never get a life before. Yes, forgetting I still have some interest on heavy metals. I don't really go into metal but yes, that was what I listened to when I'm young. So, start researching about all of them. :) Get my life on track as soon as possible coz I'm going back to home town and live my life to the busiest I can. Few more days left in KL in 2012. I will come back next year 2013.  And OMG these few days the weather damn cold I feels like stay in my comforter whole day without going anywhere. Flash back everything I've done in this year and previous. I think I'm quite crazy to get all of them done. Maybe you won't think so. But yea, who cares?! XD This is weird to put my own picture that big, but I love to put all the pictures in XL size. So, there it is. :) Happy weeekday! and mine will be as free as a bird.

Maybe, we just love to stay strong. or maybe, we just have no choice but to be strong.. Feel relieved after finished my Research Paper. Sometimes, I still want to be a little girl dancing around in a empty ballroom, wearing a pretty dress, maybe a tutu and the prettiest pumps in this world. Cry like nobody's business with a lot of fluffy teddy bears when watching to a sad movie. Lay on the bed whole day doing nothing. Tumblr-ing the whole day without foods consuming. Or maybe shop like a millionaire with no regrets of buying wrong things or too many things. and tweet like nobody will read it. Let me be. Let me be. I wanna be all of 'em, I wanna be. Listen to David Choi or Clara C and every singer songwritter's song. This. Is what all of us, girls need to do everyday. It's more than working in a company. coz you're working in a society. Lets date one day girls, one day. Lets have a party or something!!!!! :) Labour day maybe?? :D I love. all these too. Lace,...

Yes, The first question when musician first met each other is of course. Hey, what's your name? then it comes the second question. Which I always don't know what to answer. "What kind of songs you listen to?" I doesn't hate this question, but I really don't listen to songs when I'm alone. REALLY. I SWEAR. I don't listen to pop, dancing song, jazz, latin acoustic or whatever. No need to mention R&B, soul and funk. It's almost not in my song list. Then, they will ask:" then what songs you used to listen to?" OMG, I listened to what people listen. If my brother listening to metal, I listen. If some random people listen to some pop songs, if I heard I listen. I really feels like I am a fail musician, who doesn't listen to songs. The song I'm listen to is the song I learning. That's all. I know this is not a good habit but I will change. Give me some time, I still love being alone in a room with no noise. Thanks! :)

I is the finish my final exam yesterday! I'm free from now on! Oh yeah! Ok, I don't feel any relieved. Really. The learning path is like never ending for a music student, the more you know, the more you know how lousy you are. and my confidence like forever hides away from me. And then I know I don't deserve to be better. Ok, I actually feel grateful to have nice band members for my very first MBE. They are all nice and kind people. Really thanks for giving me a memorable experience. Sometimes, I think I'm the lucky to have them as my band members, and won't feel like having any band members as good as them in the future. But I really hope, my MBE will be my smoothest subject in my degree life. Please no quarrel or anything, I hate that very much. Yea, and our band name was 'Four on the floor' as you can see. XD And we got into the MBE concert, my very first concert with band in the Uni. Thanks to the guests that helping us out, you guys rocks! ...

Yes, I am not in the good mood again. Had a great day with Miss Treblebirdo. XD Steal from her timeline. :) Feel like crying when I call my mum yesterday after jury when I told her that I just finished my jury. Trying to be a man in my whole life, yet self pity when non of my family members even know I am having jury. My self pity condition is following me to everywhere, and I hate it so much. Omg, I started to hate myself. all my personalities. And so I became bad tempered. When my hormones going upside down. Always need to be there when people need. Feels like a mother, give all I have but get nothing in return. I mean I can always be there for you, but at least say thank you once out of 20. I think I am not that greedy right? Relationship won't kill me, Friendship is the thing that kill me, always.. And of course, I feel thankful to have close friends here and there. :') I miss my family a lot, feels like didn't see them for 20 years. luckily left 10 days to...

It's not the problem of being stupid. It is the problem of being lazy and slow in learning stuff. I used to be a fast learner. Just used to. I keep failed myself. It's like failing a thing is no longer a serious case for me anymore. Everything irritates me nowadays. especially when facebook annoying girls strikes. Fine. I will cope all these. Yes, I should. I MUST! Good Night! Monday is waiting to kill me. Like the dead lamb on a campfire. ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ  

This is the 2nd weekend of March. Yesterday, half of our Uni Life class mate including me went to the EQ Workshop. Ok. to make the long story short. The workshop was not fun at all. Not boring but unmature. They treat us like children and teaching us stupid stuff. And the best moment of the whole day was the activity which they ask us to juggle balloons on the air. Yes I enjoyed that. It was a colorful scene, but then so sad and angry to say. I can't get any picture of it. I shall do it myself next time. :\ Okay. need to practice so many things and NO NO NO! Monday is coming!!!!! -_- Okay I shall stop worrying and let us welcome Monday! -___- And I cook myself dinner today. End up watch many many episodes of Vampires Diaries. D: Basically this is how it looks like. Okay. I have nothing to do here. So, Bye. Happy weekday ahead. people. ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ

Hello. I love to read about those historical things. So I think Wikipedia is always a important thing in my life. I read about those musicians. and people, admit it. When you read about these peoples the 1st thing you will definitely do is to check is it he/she dead? How old is he/she? Ok. If you won't, and I am the weird one. I love to know their background but I don't like to know how they got fame and all sort things. The most important thing, what caused them to death. For musicians, most probably is drugs. Yes. Drugs. We can't take away any drugs image out from musicians. In some way musicians = drugs. I mean in some way. not ALL the musicians take drugs. and some of them because of health problems. How about activist? Ok. most of them had been assassinated. Very sad, you know. But this is what they lived for. They're willing to. And accident. This is the most unwanted one. Air crash, car crash. So we know. Life is short. Yes, life is so short. Please ...

I don't know what is this. But this is not the main point. It keeps raining these days! Oh God, Why?? Fine. Today is Friday and tomorrow is Saturday. I NEED TO USE MY WEEKEND WISELY! No more slacking please!!!!!! I beg myself and my neighbor. Practice and study. Yes! practice and study. And I found this funny and rude. How can we Malaysians be that rude? But this is our lifestyle. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Manglish and I wonder who wrote this on wikipedia. He can be a Malaysian translator. -_- Ok, Bye. ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ

HAHA! Hi people, I am extremely high now. You know why? Because It's Friday tomorrow! This hectic week is so gonna end!!!! Actually I wanna post some nice pictures, but then the Miss Ivy Khoo says she wanna give me a face punch like that! Yes. I will be the unlucky guy up there. someday. probably not. But, seriously. Stress is now the puncher. One more month to final, everybody in uni is so stressed out. When everyone is emotional, you know how bad that is. I just hope this semester have a nice ending. Yes, I do hope. Jury 1 is coming, and I have no confidence at all. In front of lecturer. I know confidence is the Key. BUT NOW I HAVE NO KEY! I'll try to work it out. Have faith in me, please. Not to be emotional for now. Just finished Vampire Diaries S3E1, I don't know why I watch at this very moment. But I just know I don't have the episode 2. Oh, and I watched 'I love HK' too. hahaha! PEOPLE,Look down upon me please! And I miss my family so much, ...

Yes. I dyed some color. I used Liese Bubble Hair Color , Chestnut Brown. And my hair is too dark and it comes out some unknown brown. Yeah. I actually satisfied. Ok, this gonna be a short post. I passed my longest week, and feel somehow relieved. And I failed my major mid term. Actually I know I will. So shit just got real. Fine. Gonna start a new week tomorrow, the longest unwanted Monday. I somehow don't like Monday coz I need to stay at school morning till night. So tiring man. Anyway, Happy Weekdays ahead. Bye. ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ

This is gonna be a harsh week. Be prepared and stay strong. BE LIKE A MAN! (Y) P_O ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ

Ok, that day we went to KLIA to send Miss June to Australia. :) That night when we went back. yes, again I forgot how to come back. then we was like went to a no road lamp punya road. We used like 30- 45 minutes to get out from there. Thanks God, we're now safe. Sincerely thanks to Miss Hee and Mr Tan. :D Weekend. We went to the stress management talk last Saturday. Yes. The Ivy Gaga. :D Okay, my major class. He said, "Fionna, you used to be hardworking. I miss the old Fionna, her progress was way faster than you, like a lot." I'm not gonna be sad. But seriously, our free time for practice is getting lesser and things that need to cover up  is getting many. He said, he started to get worried. and I don't want what he imagine becomes real. I'll try my very best. I promise. Be a man. P_O ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ

Hi. It's Friday Friday. Just finish my busy week and I nap for few hours and wake up at this awkward time. Will have holiday for this 4 following days. LIKE, Woah, so much time. But yet, I know something cannot be done in these few days. Oh ya! It was Hokkien Chinese New Year few days ago, when the clock struck to 12:00 of the day. The sky was like having World War. This the view from my room. :D And next, Our Intro to Pop history lecturer promised us that the first ten student who went to the history class on Tuesday will get ang pau.  I'm one among the ten. I is the so happy and never thought that will get ang pau after I came back from KT. Then the troll part. He gave us pop quiz after the ang pau session. #lesigh I didn't even revise the notes. REMEMBER, 'This world has no free lunch'.  I don't know why but I take the ang pau with everything that it's red. And not to forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the sweet baby Guok. :) We celebrated their birthday y...

Yay! I finished my 1st major class and 1st band assessment. It was like phew~ But wait. there are more and more major classes and band assessments to come. At least for now. Ok, I know I still have songs to transcribe things to practice. Thingsssss to do. Ok, I know. Just to tell you all that I finish my 1st band assessment. and I have the best band mates I can ever had. Ok, I'm acting like a music people. Everyday doing music and think like music. Hope all of this will going fine. CNY is around the corner. I have no CNY mood but I know I have to go back and help le parents. k.thx.bye. ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ

Hello. My mood is 'so good' now. because there are no Major class tomorrow! :) I cut my hair short like few inches short because of a random question of kawanku,Grace Foo. who cut her hair at the afternoon, then tak boleh tahan go and dye at night. WHY ARE WE SO RANDOM? I tau dia tak short.  Other than this, I feel I'm lucky to have all the band mates who are all seniors and all very the geng and all won't scold me when I'm noob. :D FYI, I have a new sub called Modern Band Ensemble. They treat me 'so good'. Oh ya, and I have a new room mate. Melissa. will show you some pictures later and later soon. but not so soon. #igiveyoumyheart We are so gonna suffer in this semester. All ze best! A good song to introduce! It's nice but a bit sarcastic.. la. Familiar with this voice?? He's the man who sang Toy's Story, You've got a Friend in me. If you know. K.THX.BYE. ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ

I did many things in this year. And I actually read some of my post on 2011. Okay, before this I planned to summarize my year 2011. Then I'm so lazy to do it days by days. So, summarize it with a sentence. My 2011 goal is gonna be a man P_O, I actually did it till the half way. Make a new promise to myself gonna make it in this year 2012. the so called dooms year. talk about 2012. HOW I CELEBRATE MY NEW YEAR's EVE??? Oh yes, we actually make a small gathering in family's friends house eating KFC as supper. You know what? we actually work until 9 something in p.m. and then the rain falls. Me and my mum in charged of buying those chickens. We walk like a boss in the rain. Like singing 'Rain drops keep falling on my head'. or like those Bollywood dramas. For the beverage, of course red wine. We don't drink drinks other than that. lol. Then the 2012 came. I came back to this city of Townsville and I saw Powerpuff girls. Just kidding. Back to Cheras, a...

Malacca. The MUST go place when you at college/ university state. Actually it's not that normal yet. because Peek and I (the mothers of god) sat 10 hours bus to Malacca. Okay, not to describe the trip but just some pictures. -What's not in the picture. THE FIRST MOVIE EVER THAT I COMPLIMENT. "NEW YEAR'S EVE" . OF COURSE THE MAN IS SHO HANDSOME. *must watch must watch must watch must watch must watch must watch must watch must watch must watch* Ok, so now the pictures starts at random. When we said the 108 th times 'Mother of god' .  And the bus driver says: U MAD??  The tea Nadeje time. (okay, I drank coffee) Sentence of the year.  'I give you my heart' plus a wink. ;)  And he just drank his heart like that.  Yea, we ate nyonya food. *Pretending like a 100% Malaysian.* Guess whose toe is this. if that was a toe. :\ Mothers and Fathers of GOD!   Macam pro photographer. *poker face* ...