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Thanks for reminding me. :)

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While I doing nothing spending my semester break and live a life like I never get a life before. Yes, forgetting I still have some interest on heavy metals. I don't really go into metal but yes, that was what I listened to when I'm young. So, start researching about all of them. :) Get my life on track as soon as possible coz I'm going back to home town and live my life to the busiest I can. Few more days left in KL in 2012. I will come back next year 2013.  And OMG these few days the weather damn cold I feels like stay in my comforter whole day without going anywhere. Flash back everything I've done in this year and previous. I think I'm quite crazy to get all of them done. Maybe you won't think so. But yea, who cares?! XD This is weird to put my own picture that big, but I love to put all the pictures in XL size. So, there it is. :) Happy weeekday! and mine will be as free as a bird.

I want my old template back! :(

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I saw, Blogger has all so new and fancy templates. Okay, I know I'm so outdated right? So I tried out all the new templates. End up, Yes, I did not use any of them. You know why? Coz all My Gadgets are so precious I don't want them to disappear. And I forgot how I design my blog last time. So, I just do whatever I can to get my old blog template back Kinda sad that, so big difference between the previous and this one. And I think I need to post at least one photo for my post. from now on. So I can so easily refer back them. No, just kidding. And where to get those pictures? Yes! TUMBLR is the KING, Queen, prince and princesss. :) I don't know what does this means.  I'm not showing the artistic side of mine here. and I have none actually. This is probably a drawing that a dog with an umbrella with another creature with a bag. Does that make any sense? Ok, Stop crapping around. Bye. :)

A little girl to be

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Maybe, we just love to stay strong. or maybe, we just have no choice but to be strong.. Feel relieved after finished my Research Paper. Sometimes, I still want to be a little girl dancing around in a empty ballroom, wearing a pretty dress, maybe a tutu and the prettiest pumps in this world. Cry like nobody's business with a lot of fluffy teddy bears when watching to a sad movie. Lay on the bed whole day doing nothing. Tumblr-ing the whole day without foods consuming. Or maybe shop like a millionaire with no regrets of buying wrong things or too many things. and tweet like nobody will read it. Let me be. Let me be. I wanna be all of 'em, I wanna be. Listen to David Choi or Clara C and every singer songwritter's song. This. Is what all of us, girls need to do everyday. It's more than working in a company. coz you're working in a society. Lets date one day girls, one day. Lets have a party or something!!!!! :) Labour day maybe?? :D I love. all these too. Lace,...

Deep breath

So, I need a really long deep deep breath like from the top surface of earth till the crust. I haven't finish my research paper yet, just 200 words only I wrote. How the heck am I going to finish it? Prepare not to sleep tonight. I think Jay Chou need to accompany me the whole night. loves one. :) Research Paper > Music Tech Final Project > History in hall exam > History listening exam. Then I'm done with my Year 2 1st semester!! Wait for me Wait for me!!!! and please no fail my history, I'm not going to rewrite a new freaking research paper. Thank you. I 'm going now, bye bye. #igiveyoumyheart

不管

现在,我什么都不管。 要发牢骚就对了。 在你要人爱护你前,请爱护你自己。本小姐,我不是你的保姆。本小姐,也不想多管。 本小姐很看不惯缺乏爱的人。请闭上你的嘴巴, 要做任何事情有一个目标。您妈妈我已经很客气了,不要惹到我。做保姆不是我的天分,我有天分的事,你万万都不会想到。对,你想到很对,你不需要想全世界报告。有时候,不是有很多人要知道。还有,我不真的是你的家长,我有的任何东西,不是你的。 有时候,真的到了极限。 我只是忍耐力很强罢了。如果这篇是用英语写,我不知到已经有多少个F字头了。还有,不要对号入座。 请不要,我求你了。我不是生来就会讲你一个人。 我很冷静,不和大家计较。 我真的,真的很冷静。 好,虽然没有什么出到气。可是算了,就到这边为止。 谢谢,再见。

You know What?!

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I is the finish my final exam yesterday! I'm free from now on! Oh yeah! Ok, I don't feel any relieved. Really. The learning path is like never ending for a music student, the more you know, the more you know how lousy you are. and my confidence like forever hides away from me. And then I know I don't deserve to be better. Ok, I actually feel grateful to have nice band members for my very first MBE. They are all nice and kind people. Really thanks for giving me a memorable experience. Sometimes, I think I'm the lucky to have them as my band members, and won't feel like having any band members as good as them in the future. But I really hope, my MBE will be my smoothest subject in my degree life. Please no quarrel or anything, I hate that very much. Yea, and our band name was 'Four on the floor' as you can see. XD And we got into the MBE concert, my very first concert with band in the Uni. Thanks to the guests that helping us out, you guys rocks! ...

Le me.

It's not the problem of being stupid. It is the problem of being lazy and slow in learning stuff. I used to be a fast learner. Just used to. I keep failed myself. It's like failing a thing is no longer a serious case for me anymore. Everything irritates me nowadays. especially when facebook annoying girls strikes. Fine. I will cope all these. Yes, I should. I MUST! Good Night! Monday is waiting to kill me. Like the dead lamb on a campfire. ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ  

Friday Night.

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Aha! Thanks to Ujiun the TrebleBirdo for this mouse pad. when mouse yi mah come. #IfYouKnowWhatIMean Update become a must on Friday. I don't know why. Ok, Don't care. Finish the Week 12. OMG, OMG! It's Week 13 this Monday. Didn't go to Songwritter's night. Hope I won't regret. So I need to be productive now! Yes. Started to miss band life recently. This is a NO when final is around the corner. But just need to change it become a motivation for me to practice. I am going to Pulau Redang this April. It means I can't wait to finish my FINAL!! We supposed to be happy. I is the Can't Wait! Ok, I don't know what to post dy. Bye Bye! Have a nice weekend! Oh ya, I am going to KinoKuniya this Sunday to spend my RM200 book voucher. Yipee. It's a small joy when you know someone is missing you when you having a hard time. :) Don't worry, everything will turn out fine. ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ  

March.

Hello. I love to read about those historical things. So I think Wikipedia is always a important thing in my life. I read about those musicians. and people, admit it. When you read about these peoples the 1st thing you will definitely do is to check is it he/she dead? How old is he/she? Ok. If you won't, and I am the weird one. I love to know their background but I don't like to know how they got fame and all sort things. The most important thing, what caused them to death. For musicians, most probably is drugs. Yes. Drugs. We can't take away any drugs image out from musicians. In some way musicians = drugs. I mean in some way. not ALL the musicians take drugs. and some of them because of health problems. How about activist? Ok. most of them had been assassinated. Very sad, you know. But this is what they lived for. They're willing to. And accident. This is the most unwanted one. Air crash, car crash. So we know. Life is short. Yes, life is so short. Please ...

Happy Christmas!

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You can say I'm noob or anything that means I'm noob. You won't know what is the meaning of this picture. A smiling snowman with no kids around, a reindeer with a bear face with no Santa Claus. A so called Christmas tree with no presents below, standing in the snow. This is a sign. A sign of this creepy Christmas! And you won't be that happy if you know the story behinds. // Ok, my silent night I passed it peacefully cause there are no snow, no Christmas tree, Santa and reindeer here. I sat on the sofa all night watching tv while online while making card. #motherofgod Yeah, this thing. What's the relation between Christmas and Birthday? Well nothing related except Christmas is the day that Jesus was born. Ok, I just don't wanna break my promise to a friend. I'm so kind. You know. It's so cold now, sitting under air-con. Pretending like snowing outside. OMG!! Snowman is knocking my door!! Before that, Just wanna wish you all Merry Chris...

The 11/11/11.

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It's 11/11/11. Over already. It happen once a 100 years. so I won't see any 11/11/11 anymore. Except I will stay alive until 119 years old. Okay, it just happened LIKE THIS! Yes!! Like this. And it's friday friday. What to tell? Okay, I'm still alive. (Y) Going to back to KL this 24th. To the Contemporary Music Festival. and 祝周杰伦专辑大卖! 周杰伦满载第一的骄傲:「台湾男歌手登上Time时代杂志第1位」「金曲奖跨界拿奖第1人」「拥有金曲奖座数量第1多 10年拥15座」「横跨演艺圈多重领域、身分之广第1名」「自导整张专辑所有歌曲MV 第1人」「台湾首位进好莱坞男歌手」「年年居全亚洲华语专辑销售量第1名」10年累积全亚洲专辑销售2500多万张!  Copy from somewhere in the net in this earth. (Y) ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ

Heavy Rain.

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I don't know the raining season is here or this is Malaysia's weather. There is rain everywhere I went. KT is raining like cows and sheeps now. Sometimes I just feel like I'm not that lucky person to bring good luck but bad luck. Just some random thoughts. Nothing special. Rain getting smaller but the thunder never stops. Gonna sleep now. Good Night! Still, we need to be a human and live our life tomorrow. ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ

那句话

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今天,只是练琴,上网,吃饭,睡觉。 突然脑里面闪过一句话。 “我不想读书了!” 啊,我好不想继续读书啊! 救命啊,谁能够救我啊!我为什么那么懒惰?为什么?! OK,发完牢骚。:) 刚刚加了这个东西。它好像是叫 LinkWithin。嗯,应该是。 用这个 网站 ,跟着指示,就大功告成。 去年十月的某日,我对自己取下了一个承诺,觉得应该有完成我的承诺吧。 这个学期的课上完了,只剩下大考,大家加油! 瑾

歇斯底里

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很明显,我不爽现在的生活。 可是其实,我没有不爽。 不是不好,而是不够好。我过我的生活过得很歇斯底里,很狼狈。 虽然我还蛮喜欢这样忙忙得过生活,但是我人老了,需要一点时间休息。 所以,现在就要去睡觉。别忘了,BE A MAN! 继续奋斗吧朋友。明天会更好。 正所谓,夕阳无限好,只是近黄昏. 再见!

To the Swan To the Jean

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Hi. I tried 128312 times just succeed to take this. Like I'm so stupid. -_- September has ended. Here comes the third last month of 2011. I almost forgot what to blog. Okay. Should say I forgot. -_- Just finish one of my assignment last night. and I feel so tired like never sleep before. Listening to classic Chinese song, some of the lyrics is so true and sad. Feel like tweet all the lyrics on twitter then all of my friend will report me as spam. LOL! October. The month of the month of I don't know. I'll be back to KT at the end of this month. Wishing October ends faster? No! because I still have final before I go back. Have no enough time to study and practice. :\ It rains these few days. So my sleep mood is on kaw kaw. They partying all around my body. Everyday they shuffling. And I hate it so much. Feel like shopping. And I gonna broke. don't know why my purse just can't keep my money. Night time is always the perfect time to get emo. So I'm so...

Kehabisan Week.

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In some way, I love red color. But IDK why.  Okay. I know there is grammatical error for the title. But I just finished my week 5. Two more weeks to final. I try to think positively. I'm gonna go back to tempat asalku yang ku sayangi. There's heavy storm at KT few days ago, the buildings are all destroyed. O_O Ok, actually not all. But SOME. It's also a serious case. Some of the place don't have electricity. Hope that the weather will become better and better soon. Oh man, I do not hope any bad things happen. Okay, Week 5 habis. What's come next? Final!! :D Wee~~ -_- need to study. and OMGEEE. my mid term result is so the terrible. AI EM SHO SHED. :( Wish that I'll be smarter and do well in final. And the smart guy is giving me so many homework. Don't feel like practicing. Aiks. OKAY OKAY, I don't want to be an old sensitive lady who keep muttering around. #BeAMan yesh, stop worrying and start to make everything well. I'm not suppo...

Happy Malaysia Day

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Now is 9:23p.m 16/9/2011. I don't know why. :\ Just I'm too free, (actually not) to blog a post here. Today is Malaysia Day, The day when Malaya turns became Malaysia. It's like MAGIC~ Just kidding. :) Ok, Miss roomie and friends went out to watch Nasi Lemak 2.0 But I didn't join. how sad :( I wish to watch too.. Never mind. I know God knows me want to watch. So no scare. I will watch it some day. I am just too free. just feel like want to update my blog. I still remember I made a promise last year to myself. Although no many time left to the deadline. but never mind just never mind. :D I miss my family so much. next month by this time will be my Final exam for this semester. Everything flies so fast in short semester. It doubles the speed of everything. Everything yea. But seems like my brain doesn't speed up. D: I don't want smart guy to be disappointed. Live my life to the fullest! :D That's what I want from the beginning till the end of my...

The pimple.

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The Wee's siblings. you can find similarities between five of us. so obvious. I finished my final exam for my foundation sem 3. I don't think I will get good result. cause this semester's subject is hard to score.  Foundation Jury, the most important subject in foundation. and I think I did quite okay, not bad but not good. Skip the exam part, It's over, so now is PARTAY time. Just now after my last paper, Me and miss Ivy Cool went to watch the old ancient movie. Yeah, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2. Finally we watched. XD Laugh at me please, Laugh out loud and roll on your carpet and your carpet rolls you up. :P What am I gonna do after finish my exam? I will stay at here finish my assignment and also presentation on Friday. Yay! Good life after exam like shit. -.- So, actually I didn't feel that happy. :| Miss Vivian Chen is coming to Connaught Pasar Malam tomorrow. Yay, Lama x1000 tak jumpa. :) and what's more? Oh, Finally I'm going to cut ...

Olleh.

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I didn't blog short post recently. I hope this post is short. Yesterday Miss roomie and I had a big project.  We change our doorknob ourselves, cause the function spoilt dy.  Miss Roomie almost terperangkap in room whole day. #justkidding We went to buy a new door knob and that kind uncle actually taught us how to install it. That uncle told us:' If you think you can, you can.' Then we was like LOL. So, we are superwoman. We did it. Need some prize giving ceremony. XD Actually we did quite a great job, except that stupid screw. screw it. We can't unscrew it then we wasted our time singing and talking. LOL. Still got those commercial break. When evening we asked abang Jason to pull out the whole don'tknowwhatitcalled thing. I know it's ugly. I know. Done! with the ugly door. The door is actually so noob. and now it's so ugly man. damn ugly. D: So, the day is saved. Thanks to the Powerpuff girls. LOL!! just joking. Next, Something pretty funny. I sub...

I see the light.

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Don't really have anything to say. But in the middle of doing my assignment, I prefer blog. XD Get back to Jay cause too long didn't listen to his song. I should act like a crazy fans of his.  Okay, I'm not a crazy fans. And I don't want to be too. 'Why am I now a music student?' I don't really know. 'It is because I love music?' Hmm, not sure. 'Then why am I here studying music?' Ok, I dont know!! Every subject is the same, I think.  Sure have it's own difficulties. Just either you love it or not. For me, I didn't hate anything, and also didn't love anything. So any subject is okay for me. But for sure, music is not that easy like other people think. Again every subject is the same, everything is hard. Everything is nothing . LOL! Suddenly have the feel to sing this song. but, great job Alicia. LOL!! XD So, please, my group mate. Please do something for the assignment. Argh.  I can't make it alone. This is what people call...