Sometimes

I laughed,
I yelled,
I got angry,
I stressed up myself like shit,
I played down myself,
I made my life busy as bee,
I became a shopaholic,
I told myself that I'm strong,
These totally can use to cope.

And you know what,
I haven't try to have a good cry yet,
and I found that I really need it.
Just like constipation, I need to split everything out.
Sorry for being so rude.
f | o N

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