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I is the finish my final exam yesterday! I'm free from now on! Oh yeah! Ok, I don't feel any relieved. Really. The learning path is like never ending for a music student, the more you know, the more you know how lousy you are. and my confidence like forever hides away from me. And then I know I don't deserve to be better. Ok, I actually feel grateful to have nice band members for my very first MBE. They are all nice and kind people. Really thanks for giving me a memorable experience. Sometimes, I think I'm the lucky to have them as my band members, and won't feel like having any band members as good as them in the future. But I really hope, my MBE will be my smoothest subject in my degree life. Please no quarrel or anything, I hate that very much. Yea, and our band name was 'Four on the floor' as you can see. XD And we got into the MBE concert, my very first concert with band in the Uni. Thanks to the guests that helping us out, you guys rocks! ...

Yes, I am not in the good mood again. Had a great day with Miss Treblebirdo. XD Steal from her timeline. :) Feel like crying when I call my mum yesterday after jury when I told her that I just finished my jury. Trying to be a man in my whole life, yet self pity when non of my family members even know I am having jury. My self pity condition is following me to everywhere, and I hate it so much. Omg, I started to hate myself. all my personalities. And so I became bad tempered. When my hormones going upside down. Always need to be there when people need. Feels like a mother, give all I have but get nothing in return. I mean I can always be there for you, but at least say thank you once out of 20. I think I am not that greedy right? Relationship won't kill me, Friendship is the thing that kill me, always.. And of course, I feel thankful to have close friends here and there. :') I miss my family a lot, feels like didn't see them for 20 years. luckily left 10 days to...

Happy Birthday to one of the loved one. All the best for your studies, and don't emo. Will get older.. Is the wish you happy everyday and stay sweet with your man. HAPPPYY BIRTHDAY!!!! Very the give you my love. :D <3 MUAKK! #igiveyoumyheart ;) ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ  

It's not the problem of being stupid. It is the problem of being lazy and slow in learning stuff. I used to be a fast learner. Just used to. I keep failed myself. It's like failing a thing is no longer a serious case for me anymore. Everything irritates me nowadays. especially when facebook annoying girls strikes. Fine. I will cope all these. Yes, I should. I MUST! Good Night! Monday is waiting to kill me. Like the dead lamb on a campfire. ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ  

Aha! Thanks to Ujiun the TrebleBirdo for this mouse pad. when mouse yi mah come. #IfYouKnowWhatIMean Update become a must on Friday. I don't know why. Ok, Don't care. Finish the Week 12. OMG, OMG! It's Week 13 this Monday. Didn't go to Songwritter's night. Hope I won't regret. So I need to be productive now! Yes. Started to miss band life recently. This is a NO when final is around the corner. But just need to change it become a motivation for me to practice. I am going to Pulau Redang this April. It means I can't wait to finish my FINAL!! We supposed to be happy. I is the Can't Wait! Ok, I don't know what to post dy. Bye Bye! Have a nice weekend! Oh ya, I am going to KinoKuniya this Sunday to spend my RM200 book voucher. Yipee. It's a small joy when you know someone is missing you when you having a hard time. :) Don't worry, everything will turn out fine. ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ  

Good morning. It's 5:00 in the a.m. I still haven't go to bed yet. It has been a long time, I never sleep that late. Well, Just now we went to Wings Kuchai Lama to celebrate Caven's and Jia Hui's Birthday. It was her pre-birthday celebration. and long time I didn't went out with this bunch of science's stream friends. and we're going to Redang Island this semester break! Yay! Okay, straight to the point. Oh, I mean photos. #photoofhteday I love this photo very much. No doubt, it's Shu Xin the Yap Nana! :D  The Birthday boy and almost Birthday girl. I know this photo is out of focus. But just wanna be weird. Who says, a blur photo can't be a nice photo? and the last photo. They looks somehow like couple. I mean somehow. Haha! Okay, the others photo is uploaded in somewhere else. Yes, out of nowhere. 11 weeks down, left 2 more weeks to the final. Yet, I have so many projects need to be done. I don't know how to finished it, but I...

This is the 2nd weekend of March. Yesterday, half of our Uni Life class mate including me went to the EQ Workshop. Ok. to make the long story short. The workshop was not fun at all. Not boring but unmature. They treat us like children and teaching us stupid stuff. And the best moment of the whole day was the activity which they ask us to juggle balloons on the air. Yes I enjoyed that. It was a colorful scene, but then so sad and angry to say. I can't get any picture of it. I shall do it myself next time. :\ Okay. need to practice so many things and NO NO NO! Monday is coming!!!!! -_- Okay I shall stop worrying and let us welcome Monday! -___- And I cook myself dinner today. End up watch many many episodes of Vampires Diaries. D: Basically this is how it looks like. Okay. I have nothing to do here. So, Bye. Happy weekday ahead. people. ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ

Hello. I love to read about those historical things. So I think Wikipedia is always a important thing in my life. I read about those musicians. and people, admit it. When you read about these peoples the 1st thing you will definitely do is to check is it he/she dead? How old is he/she? Ok. If you won't, and I am the weird one. I love to know their background but I don't like to know how they got fame and all sort things. The most important thing, what caused them to death. For musicians, most probably is drugs. Yes. Drugs. We can't take away any drugs image out from musicians. In some way musicians = drugs. I mean in some way. not ALL the musicians take drugs. and some of them because of health problems. How about activist? Ok. most of them had been assassinated. Very sad, you know. But this is what they lived for. They're willing to. And accident. This is the most unwanted one. Air crash, car crash. So we know. Life is short. Yes, life is so short. Please ...

Things that annoying me. EEFFFF EWWW SEEEE KAAAYYY EWWWW!!! Ok. I'm done!

I don't know what is this. But this is not the main point. It keeps raining these days! Oh God, Why?? Fine. Today is Friday and tomorrow is Saturday. I NEED TO USE MY WEEKEND WISELY! No more slacking please!!!!!! I beg myself and my neighbor. Practice and study. Yes! practice and study. And I found this funny and rude. How can we Malaysians be that rude? But this is our lifestyle. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Manglish and I wonder who wrote this on wikipedia. He can be a Malaysian translator. -_- Ok, Bye. ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ

HAHA! Hi people, I am extremely high now. You know why? Because It's Friday tomorrow! This hectic week is so gonna end!!!! Actually I wanna post some nice pictures, but then the Miss Ivy Khoo says she wanna give me a face punch like that! Yes. I will be the unlucky guy up there. someday. probably not. But, seriously. Stress is now the puncher. One more month to final, everybody in uni is so stressed out. When everyone is emotional, you know how bad that is. I just hope this semester have a nice ending. Yes, I do hope. Jury 1 is coming, and I have no confidence at all. In front of lecturer. I know confidence is the Key. BUT NOW I HAVE NO KEY! I'll try to work it out. Have faith in me, please. Not to be emotional for now. Just finished Vampire Diaries S3E1, I don't know why I watch at this very moment. But I just know I don't have the episode 2. Oh, and I watched 'I love HK' too. hahaha! PEOPLE,Look down upon me please! And I miss my family so much, ...

Yes. I dyed some color. I used Liese Bubble Hair Color , Chestnut Brown. And my hair is too dark and it comes out some unknown brown. Yeah. I actually satisfied. Ok, this gonna be a short post. I passed my longest week, and feel somehow relieved. And I failed my major mid term. Actually I know I will. So shit just got real. Fine. Gonna start a new week tomorrow, the longest unwanted Monday. I somehow don't like Monday coz I need to stay at school morning till night. So tiring man. Anyway, Happy Weekdays ahead. Bye. ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ

This is gonna be a harsh week. Be prepared and stay strong. BE LIKE A MAN! (Y) P_O ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ

Ok, that day we went to KLIA to send Miss June to Australia. :) That night when we went back. yes, again I forgot how to come back. then we was like went to a no road lamp punya road. We used like 30- 45 minutes to get out from there. Thanks God, we're now safe. Sincerely thanks to Miss Hee and Mr Tan. :D Weekend. We went to the stress management talk last Saturday. Yes. The Ivy Gaga. :D Okay, my major class. He said, "Fionna, you used to be hardworking. I miss the old Fionna, her progress was way faster than you, like a lot." I'm not gonna be sad. But seriously, our free time for practice is getting lesser and things that need to cover up  is getting many. He said, he started to get worried. and I don't want what he imagine becomes real. I'll try my very best. I promise. Be a man. P_O ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ

Hi. It's Friday Friday. Just finish my busy week and I nap for few hours and wake up at this awkward time. Will have holiday for this 4 following days. LIKE, Woah, so much time. But yet, I know something cannot be done in these few days. Oh ya! It was Hokkien Chinese New Year few days ago, when the clock struck to 12:00 of the day. The sky was like having World War. This the view from my room. :D And next, Our Intro to Pop history lecturer promised us that the first ten student who went to the history class on Tuesday will get ang pau.  I'm one among the ten. I is the so happy and never thought that will get ang pau after I came back from KT. Then the troll part. He gave us pop quiz after the ang pau session. #lesigh I didn't even revise the notes. REMEMBER, 'This world has no free lunch'.  I don't know why but I take the ang pau with everything that it's red. And not to forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the sweet baby Guok. :) We celebrated their birthday y...

Happy Chinese New Year to all the people of .. Townsville. (okay, I know this is lame) Baru came back from my lovely hometown. Just to share some CNY photos here. sorry for not posting this picture on FB. Miss Yap, you can take it from here. :D I like to eat this. This is the second time I ate. :\ The Cartoon Shirt day, I was like the twin sister of 3rd brother wee. XD  Ours Sexy back. :D Happy The Dragon Chinese New Year.  ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ

我就知道晚上一定会很伤感的。 我好像退步了，而且退到很够力。 再也猜测不到人家在想什么。 再也不能如人家所愿。 再也没有奋斗的力量。 再也不能有自己的主见。 更惨的是，音准退步了很多很多。好像都没了。 人家一直在进步，我都一直在原地踏步。 我怎么了? 神啊，可以救救我吗?

Yay! I finished my 1st major class and 1st band assessment. It was like phew~ But wait. there are more and more major classes and band assessments to come. At least for now. Ok, I know I still have songs to transcribe things to practice. Thingsssss to do. Ok, I know. Just to tell you all that I finish my 1st band assessment. and I have the best band mates I can ever had. Ok, I'm acting like a music people. Everyday doing music and think like music. Hope all of this will going fine. CNY is around the corner. I have no CNY mood but I know I have to go back and help le parents. k.thx.bye. ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ

Hello. My mood is 'so good' now. because there are no Major class tomorrow! :) I cut my hair short like few inches short because of a random question of kawanku,Grace Foo. who cut her hair at the afternoon, then tak boleh tahan go and dye at night. WHY ARE WE SO RANDOM? I tau dia tak short.  Other than this, I feel I'm lucky to have all the band mates who are all seniors and all very the geng and all won't scold me when I'm noob. :D FYI, I have a new sub called Modern Band Ensemble. They treat me 'so good'. Oh ya, and I have a new room mate. Melissa. will show you some pictures later and later soon. but not so soon. #igiveyoumyheart We are so gonna suffer in this semester. All ze best! A good song to introduce! It's nice but a bit sarcastic.. la. Familiar with this voice?? He's the man who sang Toy's Story, You've got a Friend in me. If you know. K.THX.BYE. ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ

I did many things in this year. And I actually read some of my post on 2011. Okay, before this I planned to summarize my year 2011. Then I'm so lazy to do it days by days. So, summarize it with a sentence. My 2011 goal is gonna be a man P_O, I actually did it till the half way. Make a new promise to myself gonna make it in this year 2012. the so called dooms year. talk about 2012. HOW I CELEBRATE MY NEW YEAR's EVE??? Oh yes, we actually make a small gathering in family's friends house eating KFC as supper. You know what? we actually work until 9 something in p.m. and then the rain falls. Me and my mum in charged of buying those chickens. We walk like a boss in the rain. Like singing 'Rain drops keep falling on my head'. or like those Bollywood dramas. For the beverage, of course red wine. We don't drink drinks other than that. lol. Then the 2012 came. I came back to this city of Townsville and I saw Powerpuff girls. Just kidding. Back to Cheras, a...