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I is the finish my final exam yesterday! I'm free from now on! Oh yeah! Ok, I don't feel any relieved. Really. The learning path is like never ending for a music student, the more you know, the more you know how lousy you are. and my confidence like forever hides away from me. And then I know I don't deserve to be better. Ok, I actually feel grateful to have nice band members for my very first MBE. They are all nice and kind people. Really thanks for giving me a memorable experience. Sometimes, I think I'm the lucky to have them as my band members, and won't feel like having any band members as good as them in the future. But I really hope, my MBE will be my smoothest subject in my degree life. Please no quarrel or anything, I hate that very much. Yea, and our band name was 'Four on the floor' as you can see. XD And we got into the MBE concert, my very first concert with band in the Uni. Thanks to the guests that helping us out, you guys rocks!

Yes, I am not in the good mood again. Had a great day with Miss Treblebirdo. XD Steal from her timeline. :) Feel like crying when I call my mum yesterday after jury when I told her that I just finished my jury. Trying to be a man in my whole life, yet self pity when non of my family members even know I am having jury. My self pity condition is following me to everywhere, and I hate it so much. Omg, I started to hate myself. all my personalities. And so I became bad tempered. When my hormones going upside down. Always need to be there when people need. Feels like a mother, give all I have but get nothing in return. I mean I can always be there for you, but at least say thank you once out of 20. I think I am not that greedy right? Relationship won't kill me, Friendship is the thing that kill me, always.. And of course, I feel thankful to have close friends here and there. :') I miss my family a lot, feels like didn't see them for 20 years. luckily left 10 days to

Happy Birthday to one of the loved one. All the best for your studies, and don't emo. Will get older.. Is the wish you happy everyday and stay sweet with your man. HAPPPYY BIRTHDAY!!!! Very the give you my love. :D <3 MUAKK! #igiveyoumyheart ;) ᶠ ᶥ ᵜ ᶯ